Well, the modafinil isn't working anymore... we're falling asleep in IOP again. During check in while people are talking. We try to fight it, and we just can't. We called our neurologist this morning and talked to the medical assistant and she was gonna ask the doctor but we didn't hear back today... they do close at 1 on Friday though. So hopefully Monday. At least it's the weekend and we can sleep if we need to...

Mood wise, we could be a little better but it's not awful. We don't get our Abilify for another week which will be the 5 week mark. A week late. We're a little nervous about that. We're already having some psychosis, hallucinations and delusions. Hoping it doesn't get too bad.

We relapsed over the weekend on alcohol. The PTSD stuff got really bad... We haven't had any since Tuesday.

Well, that's our current life in a nutshell.