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Ok so I know now that I have Borderline for sure. I am having such a hard time lately though, and its very hard to concentrate on getting better. I am having so much trouble with my oldest son and daughter. OMG I dont know how much I can take of th is lifestyle. I feel like inside of me, I am silently screaming and going completely crazy. I cant tell anyone. I really think they think of it as a character flaw.
even tho there are people around, I feel so so alone and sad. I cried so hard today. Im going oto go nuts if she dies soon. I hope she is going to be ok
thats all.