I am trying to remember what caused the trauma. And I can't or won't remember. What was it? It's 3am and I am trying to figure it out. Moving was stressful and to move at age 7, was hard. I am questioning if I understood why moving was needed. Did I understand? I don't know!! Then I was bullied, but never said a word to my parents. But was there a trauma that happened before the move? Am I seeking to blame others for how I feel today? Why was moving so traumatic?

So many questions and so few answers. But I don't think I am the only one, or am I?