I am a very nice social person. I am very outgoing. I work, I study, I write, I draw and I try out new things every day! About 1 month ago I broke up with my girlfriend and since then my life became harder. I am working out now, I write, I try to read, I try to go to Parties, I even got a lot of hours at work. But everytime I get alone I start thinking about her. She was my most serious relation ship. We dated for 8 months and we were going to get married. She was pregnant and when she left me she was 12 weeks pregnant with our daughter Jasmin. Now she isnt pregnant and I have no idea what she has done with the baby. But she is not pregnant anymore So after we broke up I became very selfish and emotionally unstable. I get severe chest pain. I can not fall asleep. I do not love her anymore and I wish I could some how erase her from my memory and finally move on! What should I do!? On the top of that I get pressured from everywhere right now! grrr So yeah, thats my problem pretty much! I am lost and I dont know If I should trust someone or just be by MYSELF!!!