((((((cami))))))
i understand what you are feeling... and am glad you shared it with me... you know the abuse that we experienced taught us lies...lies that are really not ours to own... but our abusers... lies that they taught us... lies that are so deeply embedded that they feel like the truth... the hard thing is to replace those lies with the truth... my t has me replace the lies with the truth... even if i don't believe it at first... i don't know if that will help you... but your not evil... your abusers were/are... your not dirty... your abusers were/are... i am sorry no one saw your bruises... and no one protected you... i am listening... and understanding... please take gentle care of yourself...lyn