I fell into another depression... yepper.. the deep well of depression......
have had depression thru out my life.. my first really major one at 13..
so.. I have also been in therapy for 23 years.. because of other issues.. my childhood bacjground of abuse - DID, PTSD and an eating disorder..
My question is.. does therapy help you during the worse of depression? not just light depression but the deep - can barely function.. enough to dress and eat depression...
How does your therapist help you? What does he do?
My T on Monday.. said the usual - "this to will pass", "join a social group", "find a hobby", "volunteer", "work out"
All very good suggestions... but I had told him.. I had just been worked into the doctor's earlier because I was passing out..
My eating disorder.. is causing me trouble with my blood pressure.. and blood sugar...
In other words, I am sicker.. than a dog...
And he is making these... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr suggestions..
This PM.. sounds so very civil... when I really want to tell him to "go jump off a cliff"...
Because I am so depressed... I am in this deep well.. with no hope of getting out right now.. his suggestions... well would like to tell him to stuff it...
depression.. has taken over my life yet again..
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