I can not even explain the level of pain I am in today.. I have spent most of the day in bed and crying, which is something I rarely do, as it doesnt really help I just get that massive headache crying causes, who needs that? ..

.I have hit that damn wall.. It hurts to breath. My husband is feeling totally helpess.. I have to remind him that this has happened 100's of times, eventually it will ease, tomorrow or in a week.

I'm trying any distraction I can think of.. With all this pain my go to coping skill is impossible, I simple cant clean