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Originally Posted by ~Christina
I can not even explain the level of pain I am in today.. I have spent most of the day in bed and crying, which is something I rarely do, as it doesnt really help I just get that massive headache crying causes, who needs that? ..
.I have hit that damn wall.. It hurts to breath. My husband is feeling totally helpess.. I have to remind him that this has happened 100's of times, eventually it will ease, tomorrow or in a week.
I'm trying any distraction I can think of.. With all this pain my go to coping skill is impossible, I simple cant clean 
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It breaks my heart to hear you suffering like this, Christina, and at the same time so much is going on with your husband. So difficult. Forgive me for asking as I am sure you have covered this before but, I thought you had started one of those newer biologics not too long ago? Xeljanz? Sure that's prolly wrong. Does it not work? Don't even bother answering if this is at all remotely triggering, sorry--was just sort of trying to recall the overall situation for you.
I have no words. Will certainly pray for you guys tonight. I hope tomorrow is a little better. Sorry if the talk about prayer is offensive, not everyone likes that stuff.