Hello, I have stated in an introduction thread that I am currently battling a mental health issue. I think here would be the most appropriate place to explain that in a little more detail.

Whenever it is day time, my symptoms are much less noticeable. It is very rare for me to start having my problems flair up during the day. However, as it soon as it turns into the middle of the night I start having problems. I have had a few bad incidents when it first started hitting me bad about two years back.

To be honest I think after a certain incident it just made my mild symptoms into worse ones after the fact. I was in some chat room and someone had an open cam. What I saw terrified me so much and I had to report what I saw. My friend suggested I should of gotten help after that but at the time I thought I was OK.

I am not sure what it is about night time. I like the peace of it, I have a large family and it gets very peaceful and I like to have my alone time. Today I have been good luckily. Whenever I have thoughts about it I will post about it here. I feel like this will be easier to deal with if I just type it out.