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Originally Posted by beauflow
Hi and many well thoughts to everyone. It's been a while since I checked in, but I'm like that. In late January some odd life things went on, nothing too cray cray but I saw my father after - over a decade for sure. It was a bit chaoticand annoying because of all the news then miraculous recovery... , and somewhere with it all I adopted a puppy ... I've had her for a full 2 months and a little more, she's almost five months now and I've been absorb with her and my home life (I have a cat that is adjusting, but he's been coming out more and sitting near the pup. I tried to teach pup "down" when cat is around which I think has helped).
Anyways, I know the world is a little odd lately and hope the best for all.
I some what feel weird that I don't feel the full effect like more active ppl.
Have continued to see the t I started back in October, though I get annoyed as I do ... but still go. T fully supported the pup addition... even though at times I questioned my m mental state at the time of the decision... but pup has been great, my friend says he's really happy I got a pup because I'm happier and focused on some thing with purpose.
I've been a little off this week but I'm ok.
I've still have had sui thoughts but they've been passing quicker. I had a few weeks with total annoyance with ppl as I get but that's been passing.
Any who thought I drop by, give an update and wish everyone well... because I'm having issues sleeping again 
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Welcome back!

It's great to have you stop in.
Wow! I think the pup is a wonderful choice!
If not too much to care for, they offer great companionship.
I've had 2 service dogs. I've enjoyed them immensely. It was tough to lose them; however, so many happy memories. I'd have one right now, except my current housing situation isn't ideal.
I am sorry you are dealing with suicidal ideation. Does it help to know you are not alone? We have a "new" Suicide Discussion thread since you were last here, incase you ever need to share and/or need support.
Thanks so much for stopping in!
I hope you'll hang out for awhile

Much love