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Old Apr 12, 2020, 01:27 PM
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Hi and many well thoughts to everyone. It's been a while since I checked in, but I'm like that. In late January some odd life things went on, nothing too cray cray but I saw my father after - over a decade for sure. It was a bit chaoticand annoying because of all the news then miraculous recovery... , and somewhere with it all I adopted a puppy ... I've had her for a full 2 months and a little more, she's almost five months now and I've been absorb with her and my home life (I have a cat that is adjusting, but he's been coming out more and sitting near the pup. I tried to teach pup "down" when cat is around which I think has helped).
Anyways, I know the world is a little odd lately and hope the best for all.
I some what feel weird that I don't feel the full effect like more active ppl.
Have continued to see the t I started back in October, though I get annoyed as I do ... but still go. T fully supported the pup addition... even though at times I questioned my m mental state at the time of the decision... but pup has been great, my friend says he's really happy I got a pup because I'm happier and focused on some thing with purpose.
I've been a little off this week but I'm ok.
I've still have had sui thoughts but they've been passing quicker. I had a few weeks with total annoyance with ppl as I get but that's been passing.

Any who thought I drop by, give an update and wish everyone well... because I'm having issues sleeping again
Hey there! How exciting about the puppy! And a ton of work!! Still considering getting one if I can just get my illness more stable for a bit.

Sorry about the SI, I deal with this, too. How do you manage that? What do you do? I try to reach out top others. It seems to help me the most. Hope the sleep gets better. Keep an eye on it. It can get out of hand before we realize it sometimes...
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