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Originally Posted by Purplemelon44
...dealing with this anxiety is actually the worst part of it right now. I almost want him to leave so I can start to move on from this place!
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Then, maybe you should start looking for a job and saving up enough for a down-payment on an apartment.
Because you said it, right up there: The anxiety is the worst part, and you need to move on.
So do that... on your terms. Don't wait to be the victim of his whim. (THAT is a great way to increase anxiety!) Recognize the truth in what you just said, and -- scary as it is -- start planning a future for yourself.
You can do this. You GOT this.