just wondering... does anyone NOT feel motivated to do things? I'm SO bored.

In place of doing fun things, I've been shopping apparently. Spent way too much money on things like movies, books, etc.. I don't know why I did this when I was bored. I think I wanted new movies, books, etc. to try, but there are tons of movies, books, etc. that I own and haven't even watched/read yet! And some of these things... well... I don't know if I even want them anymore! The bulk of them are used though, so I'd have to resell them on eBay or something to get rid of them.

I'm not actually depressed. There are just so many things I can, need, want, and should do that I'm overwhelmed and just don't know what to pick/do. Thus, I just lay in bed and stare at the ceiling, feeling bored... but I can't actually sleep.

I bugged the s*** out of my parents by calling them 6 times today. I think they're sick of me calling so often, but of course they won't say that. But I was reading funny stuff on the internet, sending a bunch of that stuff in text message, and then called them because they took too long to respond. Then I asked them about what I sent and wanted to know if they liked it. I didn't realize this until my mom pointed it out to me.

sooooo... yeahhhh... I spent a whole day doing a combination of shopping, staring at the ceiling, and looking up memes on my phone/laptop. I cleaned a tiny bit, but that was so negligible compared to the mess my apartment is in!