I'm sorry to hear you've been struggling so much. Have you tried Cogentin? I think it's better for akathisia than Propranolol, although I looked it up and it can occasionally worsen psychosis (that hasn't happened to me, and I've never heard of it happening). I'm on it, and it's helped a lot with the akathisia and I don't get any side effects from it. As for your actual symptoms, you just gotta keep with the program of trial-and-error when it comes to finding the right meds. In the mean time it might be good to do some therapy to work on coping skills and grounding techniques to deal with your symptoms in the mean time. It can take a while so you just need to be patient with the doctors.