I once again couldn’t bring myself to tell her. I skirted around it for the full session. I finally agreed to tell her in email. After an hour and 15 minutes of writing the email out and editing it, I just sent it to her. Now I’m going to be scared to check my email for a few hours. Seriously I’ve told one person in the past 9 years about this besides her. I don’t even like talking about it on anonymous forums.