Paranoia is rampant. I'm imagining things that seem very real, but I know they aren't. I'm having a lot of uncontrolled outbursts of all sorts of behavior. I'm very hyper sexual. I think I'm in trouble with the cops for something I did that was justified and didn't hurt anyone by making a phone call to a predatory business and saying only "you suck" then hanging up. My mind races constantly. I don't trust anyone right now. At least I've been sleeping, but I never feel rested. I feel like I'm cracking up
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