Hi desantos, (cool name by the way)

It's a familiar story I'm afraid, and it sounds like an anxiety disorder. The good news is that we can survive it and have a life as well. Meds and therapy work for many people; some people just face it out.

I think that everyone feels some level of anxiety; we get this big overdose, and we have to work with that.

Hope it gets easier for you.

Myzen