(Not so) fantastic news: I "only" contacted my parents 6 times today, as opposed to 7 yesterday. (Yep, I contacted them after I said I would stop. lol. But I was desperate.) Trying to limit it to 3 calls a day tops, but obviously I failed.

Anyway, I think I should probably force myself to go to sleep soon. I only have 1 klonopin left though, so I don't know if I really want to burn through it just yet.

I have a pdoc appt this Thursday and a therapy appt on Friday. I hope to have my rexulti changed to something different. I immensely dislike rexulti, but then again... I kinda also dislike APs in general, so idk.

I just wish today was a more productive day for me. My mind has been totally scattered throughout the day and I'm going nuts from severe BOREDOM. I'm just buying things, watching YouTube videos to see who I'm personally connected to, and talking to people. I think I need to find a way to go outside, except today was windy as hell and rainy, so I didn't want to go out.