Last night Pastor T brought up being IP. He said, he could call the hospital. I was like, NO. No. No. No. No. No. First, I'd probably get Covid 19 in the hospital. Second I do not want to be in the hospital. Third, I'm still getting bills from the last hospitalization. He was like, well it's an option. Then we sort of changed topics. I don't think I'm going to tell him much stuff if he is going to respond like that. But then what is the point of seeing him? (On Skype.) He was like yeah, your recovery is going to suck. Yeah, every day you need to decide if you are a new person or the old you. Yeah, it's going to be a battle. Etc. Etc. He was like there's no easy way around it. Not exactly what I wanted to hear. I guess I wanted to hear, yeah, it's going to get easier. Or yeah, it's going to be worth it. Or something. HUGS Kit