Thank you so much

I don't have many people at all in my life right now. I am at the end of an 8 year relationship with my boyfriend, I have no where else to go so we are remaining friends while I work on getting a job and gaining the confidence I've never really had. I have my mom but I feel being around her isn't always good for me. I want to find connections but have always struggled with this. I am 29 now, and desperate to figure out how to make good, genuine connections. I am considerate of others, to the best of my ability and understanding, but have always wished for that care back.