I forget sometimes too while I'm working, when I get all competitive with myself to process more messages than the day before or my teammates and I start getting goofy in our team chat or something and I start enjoying my day... then I click on a message where the member is asking for a covid override and I remember... and feel guilty for forgetting and then I feel sad again...

but then there's another part of me that knows me being sad and feeling guilty aren't going to fix the pandemic, I'm just putting more negative energy out into the world and goodness knows we don't need anymore of that, so I try to get positive again... doesn't always work but I try.