I probably have pretty much the same thing. I never got a good diagnosis and I'm not going to because I had major trouble with the mental health people years ago. I have been able to improve over the years by working on it and pushing myself as much as I can. It can be tough.

I have been working for 22 years with only a 1 year unemployment gap. There was a time when I never thought I would be able to work. I did manage to get SSRI - a small amount of money per month. I knew people who lived on it if they got section 8 housing. I gave up that dream when I got an $8 an hour job. I moved up and got a cafe manager job for more than twice the money. Then I lost that but because I had a contact at the cafe I got a chemist job finally using my BS in Chemistry. Never was able to get a gf though. Only tried a bit of dating. It was horrible.