She saw ME. Meaning she saw through the pretend-me that the rest of the world sees and saw me. And didn't run the other direction, ever. Overall I felt more acceptance from her than anyone else in my life and that was very comforting. Sure, there were times when our relationship went sideways but overall... overall, her seeing me for my real self and still accepting it all was the biggest comfort ever.


i miss therapy a lot sometimes. like right now.