Thirty shades and Fuzzybear,

Im sorry about the shortcomings in your therapy sessions. Not listening and not understanding are way different the way I rationalize them. Its unfortunate to hear thinking properly, the biggest failure here seems like a lack of communication in which case my neck of the woods is on par with yours.

Ill put it this way, math is concrete right. Thirty says 2 + 2 = 4 Fuzzy says huh? how why what? thirty proceeds look at your hand, close your hand into a fist. Each finger counts as one digit, extend one finger... that's one... extend another finger that's one. how many fingers are extended... 2? do the same thing on the other hand and how many fingers are extended?
If you ask me I need the extra help with the math but if you explain it right most of whats missed can be communicated somehow..
Anyway.

Thirty with your messages of pain to the brain from an emotional stand point I would refer to AA. This to shall pass. Does changing the stimulation help, can you acknowledge it then let someone change that pain to another feeling?