Been agitated for the latter half of the day. I'm not depressed, but I have had negative thoughts out of frustration and boredom. Like I don't know what to f***ing do. I feel like punching something, I guess.

Anyways, I should probably go to sleep. I doubt I will feel much better tomorrow, but it is better to try to sleep it off than to stay awake trying to cope with it.

I am sure I will be fine... I think. I bought a ton of things to do, but they're not in the mail yet, so maybe I will just buy digital copies of movies, books, etc even though I have a bunch of that s*** coming in the mail. But whatever. I need SOMETHING.