I'm an essential worker in a small pharmacy, so for the time being at least money and being able to leave the house regularly aren't an issue. But I am having lots of anxiety. Worried about what happens if we should unwittingly infect a customer, or if the business could survive if we all got sick, or even just had to quarantine out of caution.

I really miss eating out, but I'm just afraid of taking even that small risk. I can't find any interest or pleasure in hobbies I once did, on my days off I just lay around on the internet or Xbox. I've started drinking a bit...not good for an ACOA that comes from a long line of alcoholics on both sides of the family.