Pastor T told me to call him if I got worse. I got worse, but I haven't called him. Yesterday I was about an 8 on a scale of 0 to 10 with 10 being the worst. Today I'm about a 7.5 on the scale. I feel like I am white knuckling it. I don't really want to call him though because he already brought up the hospital on Monday and I don't really want to go to the hospital. So I guess I just have to suck it up and deal with it by myself. That worries me though. Sigh.