Well I thought I was good. NOPE. Got the okay from H to spend money on an "investment" but worry I went overboard and it's not going to pay off. My mom cut all my hair off (from butt length to pixie) after fighting with it for over 2 days and trying everything it was still matted to my head. I chickened out having a real conversation with my T today. It doesn't help that I've been up 30+ hours and counting. T said that I may be able to go off my medication at some point. H says no but he's being an *** anyway. I got into an argument with Miguel for not sleeping. T says he just wants to protect me but I'm the ****en parent! H talked to him while I was doing therapy and he apologized. I like my T but I don't know if I'm making progress. I don't even think she knows I'm having a mood swing.