I cut last night...and i enjoyed every minute of it...
...I bled in the bathroom for a half-hour...i haven't really regretted it yet, and now i feel bad that i don't regret it...i think i suck at life...
For the past few days, i haven't felt like eating anything...i feel like i don't deserve to eat anything, but then i get hungry, and once i do eat something, i feel bad...grrrr....