I think you are missing the much, much bigger issues here.


1) You will both lose custody of your children the moment someone in an official capacity learns of this drug use. All it takes a 5-minute phone call.

2) You relationship will not survive in any meaningful way if you don't get into recovery.

3) No idea what the laws are in South Africa, but you/she are breaking some. Here, people go to prison for that kind of stuff.

4) Opiate overdose is an extremely common cause of death worldwide.

Get into recovery. Think about those children.