I start the Trilafon (perphenazine) tonight, hopefully it helps the psychotic symptoms and I don't have any bad side effects. I'm always so nervous about starting new meds, I fear I'll have some horrible side effect that will kill me or something. I know that's not likely though.

anyway, I've had such low motivation lately, I'm trying to clean my apartment and it's really become difficult. I was able to get myself to wipe down/disinfect all the counters today though, so that's a small bit of progress. Next I need to clean out the fridge, take the trash out, and vacuum. Trying to do it all in small pieces so I don't get overwhelmed.

Just drinking some decaf coffee right now and browsing online, waiting for my meds to be delivered. Trying to stop eating out of boredom. lol