I was slammed for being ''negative''
but when I am ''positive'' in the ''correct'' place nobody wants to know. Not literally.... is not giving a **** about others a sign of ''growth''? I think not...
And I am not saying anyone here doesn't give a **** about others...
Maybe I have given too much of a ****.... and I kept on giving and giving to those who were not able to receive

and certainly not able to give or care at all in return..
Instead of ''standing on my four legs'' all alone as my parental units had forced me to do.... I tried to care, having been taught and programmed what care and love is NOT
And I still care...
and as an added bonus... I am allergic to all the ''antidepressants''
and there is NO adequate help in this prehistoric forest (please do NOT ask..)
So, to all those smart *** abusers who said I was ''weak'' - EFF YOU TOO
Not anyone here or anyone on pc