I don’t know, I’m so,confused. I know therapy is meant to be for me to talk and do what I want, but sometimes I really wish he would suggest something different. It’s like being the kid that has to come up with everything all over again.

My fantasy is to be loved and touched and cared for without me asking for a specific thing, like I need a parent who knows what to do and say and how to communicate and touch me in a good way. And no I can’t do all that for myself, no matter how much he thinks I can. Does this make sense. I’m such a mess today sorry.