Life is worth it, Mountaindewed. I'm sorry you're feeling hopeless right now. That will change. I know while we are feeling depressed it seems like it will be forever, but our moods do eventually shift upwards again. The patience needed can suck, but again, it's worth it. Please contact your psychiatrist and therapist to let them know how you are feeling. Please keep coming here for support.

The attached little buggers will be here soon. Attaching this photo for you.