I don't think this'll trigger, just talks about feeling sad and lonely and stuff.

I've got people in my house but I still feel lonely

I want to yell again and rip my hair out in frustration, but no one would hear me. I feel like things are so obvious how I feel and sometimes I just want someone to go, "Hey Vince, you alright? Want to talk?". I feel like I need to strap a sign around me with a sad face on it.

But then I think about it and I'm probably not worth the effort of talking to. I never get better. I only get worse. I just want people to understand and people don't. I feel like no matter how hurt I am no one will ever notice. It's my fault- I know I put up a front.

Or maybe I don't even know what I want. I want to talk to someone but they'll judge and I'm a waste of time. And then people think they understand, tell me what to do and what not to do, but they don't get it. I can't just "do" something. I can't just act how I should.

Sorry to post here again. Just feeling down tonight Hurt and lonely. Hope everyone else is well.