Unhappiness washed over me today. I haven't done any work on my home in a few days. I might not be able to do any more. I'm trying to accept that even if i can't, things are still better.

Also been withdrawing from Coke Zero. It's been grim. I can't justify going to the grocery store for it tho. It's not like it's an "essential." The physical cravings have been easy but the emotional ones have been irritating. Today i had one like a tidal wave. Not even sure if i'll be able to do it. It's been three days.