I tried to reply earlier, but I don't think that it worked.

Thank you everyone for your kind replies. It really has made me feel a little better.

I see a psychiatric nurse practitioner for medication management. We recently added Abilify and Seroquel because I was having hallucinations. It's hard to get the dosage right. I also take Lamictal, Xanax XR, and Vyvanse.

I have a therapist, but lately I've been dreading our sessions. I want to quit therapy, but I don't know how to tell her. I used to really enjoy talking to her. I'm not sure what changed. At some point I stopped feeling like I could be honest with her.