That's a little slower than usual. A couple hundred a day was normal. It is like the "peeking between my fingers cringe." For a guy with no formal education beyond 10th grade he is smart and he's found a ton of workarounds to my blocking. Fortunately it seems like texting is all he does. I've been able to 'silent' his phone calls and send them straight to my full voicemail so that they don't disturb me. From a clinical perspective, the emotional dysregulation is fascinating. I have never seen anything like it. I think I mentioned that I did not know it was possible to be sobbing and sexually aroused at the same time. But, I have video proof of that. :P

Not responding has become a source of serenity for me. I'm use to it now and comfortable with it. I am in kind of a zen spot for the moment. I went to the range on Wednesday and threw 500 rounds of 5.56 and 100 rounds of 9x19 downrange for training and today was all kendo/iaido for super focus. I feel good and I thank everyone for the support and advice.