meditation is now helping me...being a psychiatrist has been very painful for me...
i am so sad for the patients that i lost by suicide...i am angry and sad that they died...
sorrow....sorrow....sorry....sorry...guilt...guilt...they were such good persons...
from now on ----i was a doctor...i was a psychiatrist....now i am a human being who is suffering
about things i know about...and the anger and tears will keep coming....i don't like it but it is healing me...
i am a sensitive human being that doesn't like to see others suffering...