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Originally Posted by little turtle
meditation is now helping me...being a psychiatrist has been very painful for me...
i am so sad for the patients that i lost by suicide...i am angry and sad that they died...
sorrow....sorrow....sorry....sorry...guilt...guilt...they were such good persons...
from now on ----i was a doctor...i was a psychiatrist....now i am a human being who is suffering
about things i know about...and the anger and tears will keep coming....i don't like it but it is healing me...
i am a sensitive human being that doesn't like to see others suffering...
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Dear little turtle, you are correct that you are “one of the good guys”
It’s so sad to lose anyone to suicide. It must have been incredibly hard to lose some of your patients to suicide.
I think that is a reminder to all of us, including me, to be as kind as possible. We cannot know how much someone is suffering and how much a few kind words might help.... or how much a few unkind words, at the “wrong” time, might harm
I have never once seen you say one unkind word to anyone dear little turtle, except to yourself (and maybe not that either). I would love it if more professionals irl had your ethics and compassion....
I have a lot of anger and tears trapped inside. I’ve started some meditation
Love and appreciation to all on the bus