I really appreciate your sympathy. The issue isn't trust for me. That's another thing people don't understand. It is like you said, the insensitivity. I don't think she would go out and cheat on me at this point. If I can't get a handle on this issue, I may drive her to that, I don't know. What other issue of trust is there, I don't know.

Thanks for the encouragement! I am seeing my therapist today, so hopefully I get some relief there.

Thanks, again!