Thanks Zapatoes, I do try to do the same (though, I failed to do any gardening today. I want outside for a bit but doing gardening was too much for me.)

Well, what I truly mean by desire is "what do I want to do now or in the future?". Most of the time the answer is either blank or nothing, which isn't really good. I could forget to eat because it's too bothersome to cook.

Heck, seeking a job is pretty hard because, well, I'm not interested in anything so the jobs on the market don't interest me. And that lack of motivation and goals don't really cut it during the interview/meeting session. (And it seems that I can't be energetic enough to convince people.)

I have a tad bit more motivation than in the past but that's really not saying much.