She took the whole OD thing on Saturday pretty seriously. She said she was contemplating calling my mom after she got my email. She said next time she would hospitalize me though. I guess it went ok today though. She says my “coping skill” is ok since I’m not hurting anyone and it’s more of a sensory thing anyways. It was just the usual Covid talk, weight talk, food talk, etc. basically a normal session. I talked a lot more this time and went over a couple minutes which is very unusual.

Pdocs appointment went decently. I told him about the OD since he had to ask about SI. I treaded very very carefully to avoid an involuntary hospitalization. He scared me a bit about COVID.