A long time ago I got the message loud and clear that I wasn't important. My mom always left us...booze, relationships, etc. Dad keeps throwing me out everytime he's in a relationship. My sister left me...she's in the process of moving to a whole new country! And right now the only real person I could ever relate to--my brother---has left me again. He didn't talk to us for a long time...and now he's back to not talking or coming around again. He has a gf who doesn't want him near his family.

I feel so crushed. I used to be able to always hang with him, do stuff with him...when we were little we were inseparable...and now I feel so abandoned!!!

Why won't anyone love me???? Am I truly such a horrible, bad person that I am unlovable???