T had a session with his supervisor so was obviously different yesterday which I commented on. He said the same thing for me.

-I told him that I felt shamed by him.
-He said he was sorry- that he was frustrated and felt disrespected when I couldn't hold on to what he was saying.
-First time he's called my zoning out dissociation.
-Brought up suicidal feelings which is what I was hinting at but never said directly last session.
-Stuff about pushing him away now.

I talked about Lady Diana Spencer after reading her autobiography and saying I also thought she was a borderline.



He really did try.