Anyone else stop caring about material things that years ago made u happy? And u valued these items cuz they entertained u, etc? Or u just plain cared about anything that used to bring joy? I started discarding things I collected, etc. I got rid of music CD's which I loved listening to. Old photos I had in beautiful frames I picked out, thrown in trash. I care about not much, at all now. My mental health keeps deteriorating, it seems. Happiness is in the past. All gone now. I even threw out artwork I made, that I used to be proud of. Sad, but true. Along with the art, what really disturbed me is that i have stopped listening to music, at all. Music was always the one thing i enjoy the most. That has never happened to me before, that i dont even care about music. I seem to want complete silence, now. Its just foreign to me. Another example, i had my home decorated really nicely, with lovely things i hand-picked. Trashed everything. Blank walls now. Blank, empty everything. Giving my jewelry away to my sister who admired it. I want nothing, anymore. Stopped wearing jewelry a long time ago. This depression has got me changed, for the worse. I dont understand it & i feel absolutely defeated. Thanks for reading