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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
From my perspective at least, perhaps the important thing here is to consider that, nowadays, we don't tend to think of sexual orientation as being either / or... either you're attracted to members of the opposite gender or you're attracted to members of your own gender (whatever your own gender identity happens to be.) We tend to think of sexual orientation as being more on a continuum with completely heterosexual at one end & gay / lesbian at the other. And in between there are resting places for all sorts of sexual orientation combinations. (At least that's the way I think about it.) 
If we were honest many of us, if not most, would fall somewhere in between the two polar opposites on the sexual orientation continuum. So perhaps the enjoyment you're experiencing watching lesbian porn suggests there is some portion of your psyche that is in fact attracted to members of your own gender? That doesn't make you lesbian necessarily though, at least not in my book. That just makes you "normal". Whatever that is... 
One thing one does have to keep in mind though is that viewing internet porn can, over time, have a negative effect on one's ability to enjoy the real thing. Here's a link to an article, from PC's archives, on the
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Hey Thank you for your reply I really appreciate it. Interesting look about how what we are attracted to can fall on different scales. When I was gorwing up early 90's and early 2000's its was like you are lebsian or gay or bisexual or straight.
So its interesting what you brought up with.
I was actually builled at a all girl catholic school of assumption I was gay. It all started because I told my friend I had a dream of her and me standing opposite beds naked and looked at each other private parts. For some reason I felt the need to tell her. I think it was because I felt guitly in having that dream and telling her would lift that guilt away. Like in Catholicism you go to confession.
So I told her and she literally freaked out and ran away from me and then she told everyone I was gay. So much so I started to believe I was gay. I even acted out on it. Meaning I had a online girlfriend online. But never have kissed a girl.
It got so bad the bullying that I had 6 weeks off from school and then changed to a public school.
I recalled having this crush on this one girl, but realised I was forcing myself to like the same sex.
So I thought at the time I wasnt gay anymore.
Eventually I found out that friend who builled me was bisexual had sexual intercourse with a girl.
So maybe she was projecting her fears of herself on to me.
But it got me into lesbian porn.
I didnt know this until my therapist and I discovered this. So I wonder if there is a key in there why I'm attracted to lesbian porn..