After a series of horrible pdocs and NPs who were stupid and/or overmedicated the hell out of me, I was told (yet again) that my next appointment was going to be with someone else. I was scared, but this NP doesn't overmedicate me. In about two weeks I'll be on only one med which will hopefully be enough. She actually tapers me off meds instead of cold turkeying it and putting me through hell. When she notices something abnormal, she asks me about it out of concern instead of telling me to stop or making fun of me for it. I don't come home from my appointments screaming and crying anymore. I look forward to my appointments now.