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emmaleemochizuki · 10:46 AM

My abuser started to sexually abuse me when I was 8,

Possible trigger:

it started with him touching my private parts, putting his fingers inside me, make me watch porn, and dress up to pose a certain way while he is videoing.

I was 10, when he started to actually get inside me. It hurt like hell, and I cried and cried, but it just gets him more excited the rougher it gets. He slaps me, strangle me, I always end up with very bad bruises, and everywhere especially down there is sore as hell.

It's been 6 years, I am almost 21 now, and the abuse stopped when I was 15. I thought time will take away its effect on me but it doesn't.

I am still suffering yet he never spend a day in jail for what he did.