Just thought I would try and share some of the reason I HATE MY DID - and to share How Hard it is at Times.

You can see from my list it is awful trying to live a life that always plays out two different POV on everything you hold dear (and) with not knowing which one is YOU.

One - believes in God and Spirituality
The Other - can take it or leave it and questions His existence.

One - does not care for Porn for she has seen and felt the pain of it first hand
The Other - likes to get turned on by it from time to time (in private)

One - likes people and loves to be around them
The Other - finds people a nuisance and hates to have them around

One - wants to work and enjoy life
The Other - hides away at home and likes her privacy

One - is strong and independent
The Other - is often shy and scared when out of the house

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How am I to COPE with these Constant Changes in my Life & Marriage..........